Slippery

•November 7, 2015 • 3 Comments

Stitching severed veins is messy work
They slip like clever worms from clumsy thumbs
Coating sanguine every surface that while fleeing flop upon
They are pushed by metered measure
Preprogrammed with desperate pressure
Meeting only free and empty air
Cardiac care gone wrong without such bodily resistance
I must anticipate these wild unwieldy worms
With insistence-soaked and trembling well-trained hands I try
Gotcha!
To spite my sinking lids and draining brain
I will work quick to fight the scheming dreamy fog
Poke, pain, stitch, pull, poke, pain, stitch, pull
To put these messy worms quite back to work
I stop this leak in service of a bloody life alive
I will clean the wound
And numb the pain
Tomorrow

-a.r.

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Painting: The Bleeding Abstract by Adrianna Majewski

My Keeper

•November 4, 2015 • Leave a Comment

There is a violence to telling time
The winding up
The counting down
The second hand stomping around
Yelling
And slamming itself into the next
Black…hash…mark
A metronome
Except
For its massacre of pushing past
That last moment
Left too soon
Gone and dead
A constant monster moving
Without flinching
Stalking and continuing
To echo aching in my head
Maniacally compelling me

TO

HUR

RY

UP

AND

GET

THINGS

DONE

It’s too damned late
I sat so long and stupidly
Shocked still
By what’s in front of me
I should have moved
And acted quick
Before the final

TOCK

and

TICK

-a.r.

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Etiquette

•October 29, 2015 • 7 Comments

Because I wanted
Contact without corners I
Sent a thank you card

-a.r.

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Photograph: Cornered by lauren-rabbit on deviantart.com

Flames

•October 28, 2015 • 1 Comment

We may burn with it
But at least we are striking
Our own god-damned match

-a.r.

fire spirit-of-fire

Painting: Spirit of Fire artist unknown found here:

Serving the Elements: Fire

Expiration

•October 26, 2015 • 5 Comments

On this night I did notice my breath
And with each I grew closer to death
Holding it didn’t work
I exhaled with a jerk
I’ve no choice but enjoy what is left

-a.r.

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Painting: Mung, the God of Death by Sidney H. Sime

Bare Branches

•October 26, 2015 • 6 Comments

I am letting go of leaves
Or are they letting go of me
I watch their downward drifting
Rocking back and forth by breeze
Cradled quiet on their journey
A silent lullaby
I hang with each one in the air
Summer flesh now flaking dry
I choose to watch their falling
My nature aches to be reminded
How very short a season lasts
Born sycamore instead of pine
I was made to shed this skin
Grey rolls of cardboard slipping slight
Leaning with the wind I have a look
At pieces scattered left and right
I shake the weight of my bare branches
Absorb the fading warmth and light
I was not made to endure changes
While remaining straight and green
From root to tip, where blackbirds grip
The travel of the earth, I feel it

-a.r.

Painting: Study of a Sycamore Branch by Drusilla Montemayor

Sharp Angles

•October 25, 2015 • Leave a Comment

Because I bruise so
I’ve begun to embrace well
My knees and elbows

-a.r.

image Porcelain doll created by Marina Bychkova

We

•October 23, 2015 • 2 Comments

The scent
Of shit and jet fuel
Earth and acid
The sounds
Of grunts and grinding
Guts and gears
The form
Of flies and contrails
Piles and propulsion
The feeling
Of revulsion and revelry
Push and pull
The idea
Of hiding and dreaming
Shame and creation
We are
Squatting and leaping
Assholes and astronauts

-a.r.

astronaut dinosaur listfield triian
Painting: Triian by Scott Listfield

Geist

•October 22, 2015 • Leave a Comment

A paradigm shift
In the change of a sheet
Something ungodly
Has just been released

-a.r.

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Art installation by Britt Ragsdale

Sorrow

•October 22, 2015 • Leave a Comment

Oh, little bud wrapped ’round a weed root
Still so green and pristine is your shoot
But I’m sad ’cause I plucked you together
Your sweet scent turning rotten too soon

-a.r.

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Painting: Broken Visage by Mathew Price