My comforter
Curls
On the floor
Like intestines
Spilled
From my bed
It is dehiscing day
Time set aside
To cleave
Strip
And clean
These unstitched
Fevered dreams
Of infection
-me


My comforter
Curls
On the floor
Like intestines
Spilled
From my bed
It is dehiscing day
Time set aside
To cleave
Strip
And clean
These unstitched
Fevered dreams
Of infection
-me

I can see the end
Of summer
And feel it
With each early
Falling leaf
It’s a soft and drifting
Sadness laced
With longing
For letting go
Of light that kept me
Dancing
For returning
To a darker earth
That keeps me
Changing
I welcome
My decay
And waiting
-me

I can only see
The tops of trees
Sweet tips of green
Soft leaves of me
In sharp relief
-me

Place a pinwheel
By my gravestone
So when you visit
You’re invited
To see the spinning
Of our whispers
And the turns
Of nature sighing
-me

A wood ant
On my windshield
At 50 miles
An hour
I wonder
How long he held on
When he left
Where he landed
And if
I’m still holding on
Or have I already
Been
Brushed off
By a breeze
Or a low tree limb
Did we end up
In a destined place
Or sadly
Seperated
From where
We should have
Lived
-me

Baby spider
Weaving
On my bathroom sink
Don’t worry
I’ve got time
And careful space
For you
Your mother lived
Here safe
And sweetly
-me

I dreamt again of being
Held so safe even
From myself
-me

Artwork: Inside Out by Anthony Tremmaglia