I Cannot, and yet
I cannot tolerate this crunch beneath my feet
There is too much gravel on the ground
Where I am going
And yet
Still
I step
I cannot abide this slicing into my bare soles
There is too much blood pooling behind
Where I have been
And yet
Still
I go
I cannot stand this isolated resting stop
There is too much dust untouched
Where I wait
And yet
Still
I sit
I cannot dwell on the rescue I may be wishing for
There is too much time wasted
Where I wonder
And yet
Still
I want
I cannot stray from this place empty and spent
There is too much unknown
Where I might end
And yet
Still
I will
-a.r.
Painting: The Song of the Lark by Jules Breton
~ by April on February 14, 2015.
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the ‘and yet’s are the release in each stanza: self-compassion
yes, an allowance for the thing that cannot be avoided…to spite whether it “should” be avoided.