Bare Bones (repost)

•October 8, 2015 • Leave a Comment

This morning the top of my skull popped off
I noticed it dangling askew
The hook on the left had unfastened itself
With the right hardly holding for two

I ran my hands over the misaligned seam
And the gaping space left by the split
The smooth and the cool and the emptiness
The prominences and the pits

With great care I began placing pieces
And gently I reshaped the hooks
But the bare bones they brought me to beauty
This death cannot be overlooked

-a.r.

This is reposted for a family member who is gracefully wrestling with her own death.
I am so grateful to have had time to sit with her during this difficult time.
I love you Grandma.
I will also be reposting some of my spookier poems
in honor of my favorite holiday and for my favorite time of year.
Happy Haunting everyone!

While Credits Roll

•September 29, 2015 • Leave a Comment

I am that bit of kernel caught
Between your gum and grinding tooth
Stuck deep enough to be unreached
By instrument or finger nail
But not so buried that I fail
To point and poke and irritate
That soft spot ‘neath your tongue
Prompting you to constantly
Search and flick and feel about
Unable to just pluck me out
Nothing left to do but wait
Occasionally to investigate
That swollen shiny aching spot
Where I remind you while I’m lodged
Of the sweet and salty joy we shared
So go ahead and bite down hard
On that next morsel if you dare

-a.r.

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Painting: Popcorn by Steve Prenner

Eclipsed

•September 27, 2015 • Leave a Comment

Perhaps what we call
Magic is mathematics
And felt mystery

-a.r.

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Painting:
Mystic Hexagon (Pascal)
by Crockett Johnson

“Fix Me…”

•September 18, 2015 • 3 Comments

And then the leeches brought anemia
Not peace at all but neutropenia
Followed by leadened-limbed ischemia
Wild yearning turned into uremia

-a.r.

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Art Doll: Anemia by Amy A. Crawley

Unashamed (repost)

•September 15, 2015 • 5 Comments

I will not apologize

For my sex
For my flesh
For the curves
Of my drive
Any more
Than I would
Be ashamed
Of my being alive

I will not be sorry

For my shy
For my discreet
For the tamed
Heartbeat
Any more
Than I would
Be ashamed
Of my becoming me

I will not conceal

All my sparks
All my steel
The molten me
That fire reveals
Any more
Than I would
Be ashamed
Of learning how to feel

I will not feign forlorn

For the buds
For the thorns
For the changes
I have worn
Any more
Than I would
Feel ashamed
For my having been born

Not anymore

-a.r.

Unashamed
Painting: The Unashamed by Pamela Wilson

Reposted for my brother who has been an inspiration to me because he has been so bravely unashamed of who he is. Happy Birthday dear brother, may you continue to live your life without shame…as much as is humanly possible. That is my wish for you this year.

My Bracelet (repost)

•September 11, 2015 • Leave a Comment

Today I wear a bracelet
Which is fourteen years old
I wear it this day every year
For the moments that it holds

It was made for us in gratitude
For being there and holding up
The families of those who suffered
That somber day in Washington

Crafted by hand in Glory’s colors
That once were bright without a mark
Each year the colors fade a bit
And the beads become more scarred

At first I made an effort
To keep it quite pristine
But on this day I realize
Value is not in keeping clean

The dirt and scratches simply show
Fourteen years of life we’ve lived
We’re not defined by cracks and tears
But by what of ourselves we give

Dear bracelet, you’ll be on my wrist
On this very day each year
Until one of us lets go that thread
Life well worn out for those not here

-a.r.

Bracelet

A picture of the bracelet made, and given to me, by a volunteer at the Pentagon days after September 11, 2001 to thank those of us who escorted families to view the site where their loved ones died that horrific day. I am proud to have stood there with them, to have wept with them, to have heard stories about their loved ones, to have been available. It is one of my saddest, but proudest, days in the military.

…down…

•September 9, 2015 • 3 Comments

From the clouds
To earth
The rabbit hole
The hatch

To you
To me
To business
To brass tacks

Falling
Winding
Forcing it

Hunkering
Buckling
Burning it

From the mountain
On ourselves
And out
From this high

The stairs
The road
The tubes
To the wire

-a.r.

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Artwork: Upside Down by Pinkmango77 on deviantart.com

Playtime

•September 5, 2015 • Leave a Comment

I spent the evening
Coloring
No choice but stay
Inside the lines
So I used those hues
Disturbing
Just to prove the page
Was mine

-a.r.

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No Ma’am

•September 3, 2015 • Leave a Comment

It’s hard to write with kid in hand,
From head to pen a no man’s land.
It’s hard to read with kid in hand,
From page to brain a Neverland.

-a.r.

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Painting: Mother and Child, by Heather Nevay

Spine

•August 30, 2015 • 5 Comments

I see nothing
sure
on the horizon
only a spine
that splits
land
from sky
as it twists itself
torques
and then fractures
hope
for assurance
has left
it
paralyzed

-a.r

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I found this photo and loved it.
For the life of me I cannot find it again to credit the artist.
My apologies.