This day has traded meek
For a fierce unflinching me
Like stalking little lambs for meat
I am sinking tearing teeth
Into every hapless soul I see
My own has tasted the most sweet
-a.r.

To be boiled down to basic me
Concentrated simply caustic me
To be heated up to molten me
Melting releasing noxious me
To be reduced to just mercuric me
Carcinogenic heavy metal me
To be smashed and split and spilling me
Spewing radiating nano me
To be absorbed and be invasive me
Mutating and decaying me
To be incinerated ash of me
Tossed and drifting elemental me
To be lost in air and earth and sea
Becoming nothing left of me
-a.r.
Statue: part of the ash Buddha installation by Zhang Huan
The Romantic I
Have not allowed
To persist
Has silenced my
Inner Skeptic
While I slept
-a.r.
Drawing: Gagged Women
Found here: https://bluebig.wordpress.com
Catharsis shook my cobwebs loose
But my spiders fell out too
Their space for sticky spinning cleaned
What else were they to do
With corners of my mind cleared, I’ve
No arachnids to control
But I miss their many eyes and legs
Catching my creations whole
-a.r.
Drawing by DREAMandDIFFER on deviantart.com
The world has become
A skilled surgeon
I, half-conscious on the table
Could tear out tubes
Stumble open still
This unhealed mess, if I am able,
A blood stained horror
To admit the former
And the taken pound of flesh
A gutting gamble
To pursue the latter
As I will end up bones at best
-a.r.