Shadow Self

•May 4, 2014 • 5 Comments

My shadow marks and fades

Much like my sense of self

Sleepy it blinks

As clouds drift by

No shape of “me” is left

 

-a.r.

 

Beach Shadow Rob Wilson

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Beach Shadow by Rob Wilson

Phantom Poems

•May 3, 2014 • 2 Comments

Some days
When I’m sitting still
A poem makes itself
Inside my mind
Composing
Those days
The meter forms itself
While fingers tap
On ghostly keys
They’re playing

-a.r.

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Ghost piano, photographer unknown

Meditation Mingle

•May 2, 2014 • 2 Comments

Sometimes
When I sit outside
Especially in the spring
It is difficult to tell
Which is breath
And which is breeze

-a.r.

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Breeze by Dima Dmitriev

She’s Free

•May 2, 2014 • Leave a Comment

Yesterday I saved a bumblebee
As she fought a window pane
I felt her plight
To spite her might
The glass would not give way

She could see the colors blooming
Feel the springtime gaining ground
She wanted out
But did not know how
‘Till I led her the long way ’round

-a.r.

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Bumble-bee by FrantisekSpurny, on deviantART.com

(Un)Fastened

•April 30, 2014 • Leave a Comment

Safety pins
Not really safe
Too easily come undone
Like love affairs
With pressure slight
Ignored and they draw blood

-a.r.

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Prickly II by BrokenFayth on deviantART

Reposted because I had a run in with a safety pin last night, left open by my lover.

Us

•April 29, 2014 • 2 Comments

Holding death,
I said, without logic,
“I hate
That she is out there
Cold, dark, alone,
Under all that dirt.”
You replied, without reason,
“She loved
Sleeping in small, dark,
Quiet spaces,
She’ll be okay.”
You simply joined me,
Sincerely,
Without hesitation,
I knew then,
That some part of us
Had survived.

–a.r.

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Drawing by EVEV on deviantART.com

Goodbye

•April 27, 2014 • 2 Comments

Today I did not hate you, little one. I found you dying and held you in my arms until it was over. Today I hated suffering and death. Rest in peace little Annabelle, you were a sweet girl. I am grateful that you did not die alone.

As many times
It made me
Sing
My God
Impermanence
Still sires a sting

– A.R.

 

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My little cat Annabelle passed away today suddenly. It is going to be a hard day for this family.

Formed Not Fixed

•April 25, 2014 • 1 Comment

I have been playing with the #tweetkuchallenge on Twitter.  Here are some of my haikus, inspired by their daily prompt, idea or word. They are not perfect form, but I had fun.  Happy Poetry Month.

 

Brotherly love
An empty motto without
My hand extended

 

You brag
To friends while I gather
Shattered pieces

 

It is time to play
With fortune and my future
Bet it all on odd

 

My optimism
Is only me holding my
Pessimism lightly

 

No organizing
Us, only observations
Of ghosts floating by

 

You gave a flower
Made from yellow pipe cleaner
Formed not fixed, thank you

-a.r.

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Gathering

•April 24, 2014 • Leave a Comment

A spring breeze
Gathering
Bites and bumps
Goosing my skin
Battling the sun
For ownership
Of this flesh I’m in
Stirring my psyche
Swirling my self
Around its fingers
Wickedly twisting
The towering trees
Bending beside me
Just enough to release
Their creaking
Sing-song screaming
Like joint and bone
From sitting too long
Still I stay, still
Changing with the wind
Breathing together
Until I am gathered
Made whole
Once again

-a.r.

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Ill Omen by Frances MacNair

Poetry Speaking

•April 23, 2014 • Leave a Comment

I wrote this two years ago near the beginning of the public sharing of my poetry. It still speaks to me. Happy Poetry Month.

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Look at me

Read my words

Fold me up

Place me

In your back pocket

Or your shirt

Closer

To your vital organs

Or crumple me

Throw me

In the trash bin

Either way

I will still be here

Giving you words

Of (dis)comfort, strength

Waiting for you

To notice

Something valuable

To you

From me

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